Where to from here?

After hearing my journey was over with my friend I was heart broken not only for myself but of course my friend, 

I did not know where to go from here, 

I did not feel my journey was over just yet, but I did not want to upset my friend by just carrying on like nothing had happened because something did happen and it will take time for us all to heal and I did not want to 'just move on' 

I knew with a new journey there would be a lot of bitter sweet moments and I need to make sure I am ready for those moments as would not be fair on anyone if I was not ready

I had to do some soul searching...

I was so lucky to have such a supporting network of friends and family to stand by my side while I worked through a lot of things

I took some time out to become me again, to become healthier and lose some of those extra kgs that had piled on over the last few year.

With the love and support from my friend I signed up to the gym again and joined a 8 week challenge, 

This challenge has helped to rebuild myself and become a better mum, better friend and a lighter healthier person 

I won this challenge not only with in the comp itself but with in myself, I was doing this for me, winning the actual challenge was a great bonus 

I am so happy with the outcome many thanks goes to my amazing personal trainer and friend Jess, she pushed me when she knew I needed the push and listened to me when she knew I needed a listening ear.

To date I have lost 20kgs and still going at it to lose those last few extra kgs!